I don’t know what I want anymore.
I don’t know if I want a relationship. I don’t know if I can deal with peoples emotions.
I’m not good at accepting compliments, not good at receiving cute texts, or polite gestures.
I don’t know anything anymore. Sometimes I like you, sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes sometimes sometimes.
Never all the time..
This is difficult for me, because I never want to hurt anyone. Ever.
I never meant to..
It’s all my fault, honestly. Nothing wrong with anyone else, I’m just unsure of life.
Do I want to be with a guy right now? A girl right now?
Do I want a relationship? Do I want to hook up?
What the fuck do I want? I couldn’t tell you.
If a certain someone is happens to read this, I’m sorry.
I’m a pain in the ass, I told you that.
I’m clearly not ready.
School sucks though, thought I’d throw that into this rant.
I hate geometry more than anything. Psychology is bearable, as is Biology. I hate spanish. I’m alone in Photography because everyone hates me, I deserve it. English is so boring, but it’s been going by faster lately. History is bearable.
I’m hardly getting by anymore.. I don’t know how I function. I’m tired all the time. Of everything.. In sooo many ways..
I’m going to continue to sing The Little Mermaid like I have been for the passed 3 days because of Melanie.
- ccurmudgeon posted this